Tears On Tha Pad

by c.dVon

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TearDrop 03:02
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time to feast now cookin up for weeks na younger self must be proud but i dont be out inna state of denial what im gonna be now i cant do a thing now nigga youngin feeling weak now how i always be gotta cook another beat now keep my mind peaceful when i speak i defile what the shit could be aint really trin to be loud nigga swear a nigga need loud aint smoking so im clean now not who i wanna be now fuck sobriety i don't wanna think a thing now demons always be wild wanna see me leak now nigga honestly i just might listen this aint for the faint of heart im twisted im just testing things out really trin to see if i can make it otherwise fuck living sinking into quicksand let a teardrop hopefully somebody wanna listen being truthful with you nigga shit i have doubts let a teardrop wanna be the best but ain't no chance in hell i fuckin fail i will not prevail to be myself is to show you hell you was doing well not lifting veils you might as well leave me too myself better fa ya health ya bitch i said i live in hell swear i sent my self attracting wealth is what a nigga wish i aint doing shit putting in a bunch of work but still i gotta work not enough time in the day to see if this my purpose ... swear i cursed myself on purpose fuck my person hopefully don't go so low where stealing purses truthfully i hope im not kind of person but when a nigga gotta eat he prey on weak for certain will i see insanity i wonder whats the verdict know my folks is hurting they preying for some vermin guess i need a sermon but i don't frequent chruches splashin holy water might just get my shrit wet living life with only regrets am i alone in this world from my birth to my death i cant feel what you feel but my stomach hurting born to feel what i feel and i dont really want this man fuck this swear i only want chips since thats be the social system im a part to this bitch wanna travel to a saturn and relax for a bit but my bodys bound to this rock thats round where i live and i wonder why if destiny is real why i wanna die why i cant bring nobody peace why i wanna cry tear drop dont even wanna leave my eye its like the well is dry
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Seance 02:06
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Always inna constant state of confusion My dark skin make em wanna stab and abuse me Cant say that cant say crap just stay back Try to be peaceful and still they cant take that Its way more of course Im done with it all i might just join the force cuz my music aint evolved. No experience i got nothing to say to yall Not even to my self i got nothing to say at all. Every time im up on my feet somehow i fall One day imma jump inna creak to end it all Not a soul gone listen to me im way to odd Just let this lyrics float outta me levatation Seance when on the beat Talking to Gods Slay who i see cuz i be off of my rocks The kid got no sanity all is lost Spit metaphors too keep the song dragging on Mental clarity is what i hope to gain Forget to mediate before sleep Might go insane Oh right i already be screwed up in the brain In the 4th circle of hell wanna escape How the hell did i appear up in this plain Too no choice of my own sin to complain Racism rampant but i guess niggas is blind Hallucinating i guess shits all in my mind Peace be the one thing i wanna find They think we want revenge damn outta they mind Im tired of thinking of these things all the time Smoke stress way away while I recline I Barley have nothing to say all of the time Swear i be filling with rage where is my mind Seen it go inna storm drain i said bye bye Mad chemist on the beat bitch im bill nye ... Im rising high Im like smoke im no joke ill burn ya eye I wanna boat way by the ocean to past the time I wanna flow something ice cold that chills ya spine
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On E 01:25
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It aint how it used to be Naw Now niggas using me Usually I used to be All about the team But Things change I learned that inna video game Wit my cousin Aint talk to him since back in the day I still aint buzzin I told him we gin be rich one day Now im bummy Hungry bro im starving for cake Im not above ya Constantly im making mistakes Still learning something The grind is slow refinement is still in progress Im kinda cold but still tho just being honest I kick it like a steel toe more then crafting my shit Posed to put the work in bro Im trin to find this Reason to go on any more That lost my mind shit On that 9 to 5 shit Well posed to be 5 hour shifts what they throwing me And when im used to the shit i get a fucked up week With spilt days instead of two days off inna week Or five days off at a time no money for me I complain about the shit my folks be looking at me Like you need to get a whip and stop depending on me If only i could just stop wasting money on weed That tax check came in now im running on E
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No Glory 03:04
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no glory i aint got no story naw see the kid stuck in purgatory ya sober my mind im stressed am i blessed am i blessed happy only when i rest feeling like nirvana is death snakes every where i step serpent talking about a check fuck working for the man im putting in work sleeping at my desk feeling like im the best am i yet am i yet feeling like i aint shit no i know that i aint shit yet Barley wanna put work in serpent got inside of my head serpent inside my head i want that motherfucker dead gotta be my next step yeah why a nigga so damn depressed get these thoughts out of my head gotta a nigga waking in the pm Barley wanna wake again who the fuck even listening damn make this music for ghost to jam cuz these niggas probably think im ass hope these bitches think im the man cyeah ... even tho if i am got no glory so im dammed sometimes wonder where i even am is this purgatory cuz this shit is getting outta hand only task that i have is to stack up all these bands greenery is all ill see till a youngin fuckin dead id rather get as high as i can... and have fun and fuck instead the kid dont really give a damn im trin to build something up to have only thing that's making sense is to leave something that last if i leave without doing nothing then my life was fuckin ass might as well have never started i was just a piece of trash
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FML 02:16
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my mind in a cave bitch i feel like a slave why do i feel afraid of myself bad for my own damn health stressed im on pills got no cash late on bills wish i lived on the hills for real paint the page with my tears im explainin my fears i dont kno why im here cyea wish i could disappear demons all in my ear wanna drown them in beer yeea impaled onna spear smiling hard like im here been to long fuck them years chill demons all in my ear they convinced me to steal ill be locked up in years yea moms kno i aint shit dad refraining from that shit but its all that i feel yeea i dream of my death with a knife to my chest mama thinks im possesed im just doing my best it aint best so i just hope that i cam impress but its darkness i guess cyeah grandma was the same cousins think im insane or fucked up in the brain got no friends im too plain got no chance wit no date im depressed but its ok cause they'll laugh at my pain im lame someone please cut my neck for i do it myself no respect for my self i just want nice grave if i must take myself then i hope its OK hope kno one blames them self hells the only right place
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Gywn (Shaggy On Guitar)(Real Track 1) 03:41
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released May 18, 2019

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c.dVon Detroit, Michigan

Been Making Music Since 2007,but just now seeing my potential, i'm influenced heavily by hip-hop but i'm trying to expand my taste into other genres.

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